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Saturday, October 01, 2005

i am feeling really frustrated and suffocated. damn. amaths and physics is driving me nuts. i have no idea wth is happening to my life. it is screwed enough and now its even more screwed. i just can't seem to get things right. urghh. forget it, there's no point in blogging all these cause people just don't understand. i am supposed to be happy in front of everyone. i am supposed to listen to them. so yeah, i shall continue with this facade. totally sick of my life and the way i'm living. i wanna go to a place where there's no sorrow or tears, just bliss.

sometimes, i can't help but wonder,
what on earth am i here for?
does my existance even matter?